It's been too long. Anyway, I spent this past year blogging for Santa Clara so I'm going to use that as an excuse for why I have not posted.
Bottom line since last year: I'm better. Not 100% better but much much better.
I got a boyfriend, possibly broke a heart, tried to live college, came back home for summer, got a summer job at a summer fun, and I'm still not down to that 115 lbs I was hoping for. But I didnt gain that horrid freshman fifteen. I also read a book that was blunt and changed my life (not really) its called "Skinny Bitch." I would highly recommend it. Just not to people who have eating disorders as it might worsen their conditions.
Let's see, what else happened this year. Oh yes. Jonas Brothers caught my eye before they became big and I sneer at their recent accumulation of fans. They dont like them like I do. I have dreams about being their best friend some times. Forget Mandy! And for a while, I had this thing for Jesse McCartney. I actually watched a whole bunch of Summerland episodes on Youtube. Initially it was for him, but I kind of got hooked. My boyfriend knows all about this and I have to constantly reassure him I'd choose him over Jesse or Joe Jonas any day.
I also see that I wanted to maintain a decent GPA since my last post. I rocketed it up past the 3.5 mark in my last quarter this year, but we'll see how long this will last.
And as for that guy who broke me bad, I havent talked to him in a while. Or hung out with him. And as for the guy who tried to tap into my emotional problems all last summer, I hope he'll be okay eventually. My boyfriend, lets call my boyfriend "Justin," is slowly picking up my pieces and fixing me. Although Justin is not the best looking guy I've dated, he is different from my other boyfriends because he treats me right and I'm comfortable around him. Although our relationship suffers some fighting, (like all relationships do,) I want to call it constructive fighting because it moves us forward. Although I am famous for falling asleep on people when on the phone, he still says good night to me or blows a kiss before hanging up.
So that's my update. It's actually kind of depressing to see 0 Comments on this blog after getting a taste of reader response from my school blog. Back into the world of hypothetical readers.
Monday, July 14, 2008
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